I'm in such a horrible mood it's not even funny, I don't even have words to describe this feeling. And I wish I could do something to change for the better as a human being, but at the moment it seems to be as far away from me as Japan is. Shit. I hate this. Though I'm not actually that angry. This is a combination of  depression, self-hatred, ( Read more... )

If I don't get my apartment for August, Kela is going to pay me 100€ if I study something during that month. If I get the apartment, it's basicly free since they pay for it, but I'm still left with only 100€. Not a good way to get rich.

Fuck this shit.

I can't get money. Even if I'd do backflips, no fucking money.

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